Neglected

It is being long time I not write this blog already,

It look like been ignored.

However,

It is not,

Just I am trying to get risk off something.

First of all,

Is about her,

I always though that she the one i found,

But i am wrong,

Is okay actually for now,

Just Wish that she is happy always.

The end of her doesn't mean is the end of my story,

It will go on,

And my character will continue find his another half.

Just recently busy with something,

Feeling like he been ignored by me.

Lone Lone.

"No matter how terrible thing had happen on you, the world still move forward. So you have to move on. If not, you maybe the one been neglected by world."(Raphael.G)

Seek

I am trying looking for something.

It is a key.

A key for my heart.

Although I found one,

But it is not mine.

It is someone else,

I just keep it for a while.

Kind of look so dangerous for myself.

This is because it will hurt someone if give to person who is not the owner of the key.

I just wish that key is mine,

It look so beautiful,

And very attractive.

I try to have it for that moment,

But at the end i been hurt by it.

It is so hurt.

However, it gave me an experience to let me go on.

After that, I keep the key and deliver it to a friend.

Hope my friend can help me found the owner of the key.

Is a kind of gift which I would like to share.

"Love is accept all what the other half have and don't have. Doesn't mean cannot be together not call Love. Just because I Love you, I wish you are real happy."(Raphael)

Vexation

Three months time, just like past years time.

Many things had been happen recently.

Happiness only short-term.

Sadness is painful.

Vexation always around us.

*sigh*

The most worry now is study.

This is because I can't concentrate on study.

The reason is very simple, I miss her.

I keep telling myself that I cannot be like this anymore.

The future is waiting for me.

Just sometimes I feel stresses and try to have a rest.

Drink just to try forgot you.

Try to stop missing about her.

But drink is not healthy.

*sigh*

Finding other way to relax myself.

Actually is try to escape something.

Hope that i can fly away from earth.

I wish I am superman.

Do something that the people so call hero.

Just I can't fly.

Because superman can fly.

*sigh*

Facing too many trouble till I don't know what I have to say.

Just keep escaping.

And also not forgot i am missing her.

(Her: If you saw this hope you don't put in heart. I don't want you worry about me. Because I don't want you not happy.^^)