Vexation

Three months time, just like past years time.

Many things had been happen recently.

Happiness only short-term.

Sadness is painful.

Vexation always around us.

*sigh*

The most worry now is study.

This is because I can't concentrate on study.

The reason is very simple, I miss her.

I keep telling myself that I cannot be like this anymore.

The future is waiting for me.

Just sometimes I feel stresses and try to have a rest.

Drink just to try forgot you.

Try to stop missing about her.

But drink is not healthy.

*sigh*

Finding other way to relax myself.

Actually is try to escape something.

Hope that i can fly away from earth.

I wish I am superman.

Do something that the people so call hero.

Just I can't fly.

Because superman can fly.

*sigh*

Facing too many trouble till I don't know what I have to say.

Just keep escaping.

And also not forgot i am missing her.

(Her: If you saw this hope you don't put in heart. I don't want you worry about me. Because I don't want you not happy.^^)

Park

I went to park for a walk.

While walking i think about you.

Just can't stop.

Then i lean my body beside a tree.

It is a lonely tree as lonely as me.

I know its feeling.

So, i go accompany it as it accompany me.

I silent for quite a long time.

Thinking that what are you doing right now.

You happy or not?

Care you so much.

Maybe i think too much.

You just stay as usual.

Stay at home watching TV, hang out with friends.

Just like that.

Ya! i am thinking too much.

Until i don't know where i want to go.

Just because you are not with me.

Then i continued walk along the park.

I reached a playground and i saw a swing.

Wish that we can play together.

I hope i can push you from behind and you are sitting on the swing to have the fun.

I will very appreciated and enjoy for that moment.

Because it is valuable for me.

It is my only happiness.

Because you are happy.

Something Lack

I always think that i get used to be alone.

However, i still feel something is missing on me.

Lack something.

Every time i look at the phone, i hope that someone can care about me.

Talk about something with me, but not everyone can hear my voice.

In fact, i will tell nothing.

This is because i don't like people see my sadness.

I just wan to carry the sadness myself and share the happiness to everyone.

No matter how lonely am i till no one will care, i also will be happy in front friends.

Sometimes, i feel i am crazy and stupid.

This is because recently my mind keep appear your image.

No matter how, no matter where.

No matter how hard i try to stop it, i just can't stop thinking about you.

Then i just always missing you by looking at you picture.

I really fall in love deeply with you.

"Can't Find the Reason Why I Love You. Maybe that are no reasons for me to fall in love with you. Just because I Love You." (George.S's Word)